It has been a blue week for me. What a wonderful milestone for parents using a potty can be but all I see is that my baby is gone and instead I have this wonderful little man. I wasn't ready for this. He was supposed to potty-train after I was pregnant so I wouldn't realize that I was losing my baby. Benny's urge for diaper Independence has definitely taken its toll on me but as the Beatles say, La La La La Life goes on. It probably doesn't help that I have had PMS all week either and today Aunt Flow paid me her monthly visit which I am sure also helped my mood. I never really liked her very much and I wish she would leave. Perhaps a week of taking care of three year olds will help cure my baby fever. Probably not, but this week will certainly be distracting until my mood lifts me back up. Until then, tread lightly so as not to anger the beast within.